deathdante

2007-01-19T02:52:00.000-08:00

ALRIGHT MAN ! its e end of the week ! *cheers !*

Today started off juz great man..Caught the MRT on time..Reached CCK on time..Saw lionel..long time no talk..without him in class kinda sian..sighs..First period was GP..Holy one los..Boring lik anythings..Mdm Tong come in only started assigning hmk liao..sian..my face was lik >>> =.= and my finger was lik _|_ Lol..After tt, 1hr break..Lionel oso had the same break time as us ! so we sat down and ate our fav chicken rice lik old times man..

Bell rings and some of our class peeps were juz loitering around the skl, in search of an empty classroom.. We are gonna pon Assembly *YEA* ..The last few times we went to the LT and sat on e floor..Thus, for the benefit of others, we decided to give up our seats to the others by skipping assembly..Lol.. Everyone tried to do our Gp remedial work but in vain..Everyone juz sat blankly there and some slept..Yawns..

After tt comes the CT period..Even more boring..M. Tong told us to write a letter to her so she wil get to noe us beta..WTH...after tt made us do some chart on our particulars..surprising while doing these lame thinx, time juz flew past... ..... .....

Lesson ended and most of them went hm..Leaving only e GP remedials peeps..INCLUDING MI !!! Darn..Boring lik anything..We stoned for lik 1 and a half hours juz to go tt stupid lesson..if not for e attendance...I WONT GO !! Damnit..

Seriously spastic one los..The teacher herself is dumb one los..Its not the Ursa Warrior..its some JC 1 teacher..She taught and taught..Alvin.who was beside mi, slept lik some pig..den when teacher asked him qns, i hlped him ans..And e best part was the teacher didnt even realise it ! LOL..Everyone juz laughed and the teacher oso dun care one..lol..weird teacher la..30 plus pages of wk to do for remedial..GAY !

Let Tmr will be a beta day la..PLS...

2007-01-09T05:45:00.000-08:00

Todae is 9TH JAN..A special date for my dear n mi..Todae is our 2yrs 9mth anniversary..LONGNESS..lol..
Immediately when skl was dismissed,rushed home to change den meet her..stoned in the MRT train..Finally reached Somerset and decided to go for a movie since my legs are aching to the max..We watched Confession of Pain starring Tony Leung and Takeshi..At first i thought it was like a love story or sth..But it was some action movie man..Cool de lor..Lots of suspense and detective wk..it was an enjoyable show..
After the show, it was abt 7 plus le..Walked to Lucky Plaza to have Pizza Hut..Midway saw Chye Tee with her friend..Cuz i juz came out from the cinema so abit blur blur..Out of a sudden, i heard someone calling out for my name..i glanced ard to seek for familiar faces..But to no avail..Suddenly, a loud ROAR came frm behind..That was when i realised it was Chye Tee..lol..
Sat at Pizza Hut and ordered the Hut's Couple Delight..Then headed for home.. =)
Dear gave mi a present..Handed mi an envelop..Opened it and saw a picture of Taz she drew..And she wrote somethings inside..lol..quite nice la..The Taz she drew was nice los..lol..
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

2006-12-25T08:18:00.000-08:00

woots..Juz came back from my PA chalet..SO tired..zz.Came back in the afternoon..Around 1 plus..reach hm bathe le juz fell on my bed and slept..lol..den woke up at 10 plus..thought next day le los..i couldnt get up despite my alarm..sighs..
not as if i dun wan to get up n go out wid dear la..is i reali too tired los..and some ppl juz have to act so darn pathetic as if gaining sympathy..pissed off..Not as if i didnt wan to slp la, is i cant los..

First Day..It was a long day man..Met Ed at Yishun to buy YuTing's present..Shopped Northpoint looking for her present..Looked around and juz couldnt find a nice present for her..Den i suggested buying a pillow for her since we are going for a chalet..lols..Bought a doggy pillow with a big head n small body..'' I didnt realise the dog has a body until Ed was playing wid it XD''' Walked around Northpoint because we were waiting for YianPing they all to come..It was a long long long wait..zz..went to AMK to meet Jordan first..den gt out of e MRT to find Yianping n Lihui..Waited for Joanna for darn long..seriously..the best thing was tt when we gt up e MRT,Joanna suddenly told us she couldnt go because of her parents..We were like...We waited for so long and we passed a stop from AMK and den tell us she nids to go hm.. ARGH !!!! wasted so much time..Time was passing by so quickly..Until 12 oso haven reach e chalet..Cant arrive in time to celebrate Yuting's Bday..so sad..Reached Pasir Ris and it poured la !..Sighs..Arrived at the chalet..WET..

Second Day..
Didnt slp at all...I n Ed tried to slp but we were awaken by noises because everybody wake up le..zz..We slp for half an hour only den get up le..sighs..It kept raining and raining so we have no choice but to stay indoors..zz..Went around exploring wid Ed Yp and Dennis dey all..Because of e rain, we ended up muddy..lol..it was so funny los..seriously dumb one..den sent Yp n Lh to e taxi stand n off we go to our next activity..Yuting brought us to some playground..Played e spider web and maze all tt..My batch e Pa ppl challenge Linjun n Jinpeng c who can come out of e maze faster..the seniors immediately chiong in..lol..den i told dem we juz wait for dem outside can liao..while the seniors were busy finding their way thru e maze, we the juniors were sitting at the exit point waiting for dem..They were taking so long los..haha..Then Ed say seniors are so stupid..lol..the way he said it darn funny..den played other thinx..some cartwheel thingy i guess..dUno hw to describe..dennis linjun n jin peng kept trying to do some stunts on it..lol..

After tt, went to eat lunch and returned to the chalet..den Jinpeng was showing us some of his card tricks..lol..den e seniors created some IQ games and we juz spent e rest of the time trying to solve it..lol..stress man..

Third day 0000 hr
Den we went to Tapiness Mall to catch Deathnote 2..Ed Yt FengYi and mi were waiting for the seniors at the cinema..We told dem it was at GV..den dey went to Century Point e CATHAY la..zzz..once again Ed said seniors are always stupid..lol..so funny..almost slept in the midst of the show los..not tt the show is boring, but i was too tired..lol..managed to force my eye to stay open..cuz the movie is so ex..cant be spending money to buy a seat for mi to slp..lol..Nice show overall..lots of suspense all tt..lol..
Everyone slept at 4 plus except for mi..zzz..my space was 'ksed' by Kok Soon..lol.. See he so tired
den let him slp los..cuz if we shared the place both of us wont be comfortable..so gib him slp..went out myself..tried to slp outside but the mosquitos kept 'kissing' mi..lol..so went to the beach dere to take a walk..sat at a seat facing the sea and stoned dere..it was abt 5 plus..the sun was not even out los..but..it was darn cold !! i was only wearing a Polo T..zzz..so i no choice hab to go back..it was nearing 6 plus le..could barely keep my eyes open los..cant take it le..no choice go in n find a space on e floor to slp..soo cold..brr...slp beside Jone..Songming's snores were holy man..the entire chalet lik warzone lik tt..duNo how to slp..i sat up and looked ard for thinx to do..but when i decided to get back to slp, Jone 'ksed' my bag! because i was using my bag as a pillow..den he juz took it n put it behind his head.. WA!!! du lan..keep getting ksed..bo bian go slp beside songming..snoring lik anything..lol..wonder how i still fell aslp..slept for 2 hrs only den wake up again..it was abt 8 plus i tink..sighs..sneezing lik anything lik tt..begging for tissue from everyone..lol..den checked out..

End of Chalet..

tink i wont see my PA frens until next yr or sth los..quite sad..lol..

went hm to slp..couldnt get up..managed to get up at 10 only..very guilty for not being able to go out wid dear los.. i really really am sry..and i really really couldnt slp ahs !! not my fault.. =( dun angry wid mi la..lol..hope she 4gives mi..[tink i tmr use Jinpeng e card trick to scam her so she'll be happy..hoho =) ]

2006-12-21T03:09:00.000-08:00

sighs..Finally started on my hmk los..muhahaha..wootz..so proud of it los..did lik only 1 topic..zz..BUT, its a start ok?lol..great start..been staying home these few days..hope to go out wid my frens le..sian..
PA actually gt outing..BUT..zz..CANCELLED..hope my class organise some outing le..or else veri boring one le..lol..
today stayed at hm n rotted the whole time..sian..played Dota for the entire afternoon los..zzz..muz stop liao..time to do wk..lol..haiz.. i wan to go out !!! lol..
i see the Phy hols hmk, it requires 11 days to complete..darn..i only have like 9 to 10 days to complete los..Somemore gt other hmk..liews..Need some motivation to do work !

2006-12-02T18:19:00.000-08:00

sighs..woke up like way too early today..zzz..i thought it was like 12 plus le..To my horror, it was only like 10.30 now..zzz..In the midst of my dreams, my dad woke mi up and asked mi wat i wanted to eat..i actually answered,"i dun wan eat."Zzz..There goes my breakfast..Now is reali starving de lor..shall eat biscuits again ltr..wahaha..

Ltr gonna work le..Gonna leave hse at abt 3.45pm?Yup..Total sianness..Todae my mum is suppose to be back from her vacation at Genting Highlands with her friends..Come back le sure start nagging again..Like why is the hse so dirty etc...Dun even wan to mention it..haha..But its okie..The hse seems quiet without her nagging..lol..

Already booked for next week's working days..It'll be Tue,Wed,Thurs and Sun..Zz..I think i will work til abt mid Dec then i stop and hopefully start doing my hmk..Zzz..Issues such as skl and hmk definitely makes you bored..Zzz..When i read BoonKiat's blog den i stress liao..Think he started long already..Zzz..Sighs..

Well, a hungry man is a angry man..Think I better go eat b4 I turn crazy..LawL..

2006-12-01T06:34:00.000-08:00

wahaha..im back for more blogging..after lazing ard for so long, finally gt e feel to blog once again..lol..changed my blogskin..nice? created by my sis..using photoshop and many other things..quite chim one le..guess only young ppl lik them so free go figure it out..lol..well, tink its kind of cool..lol..tink the drawing is darn cute.. cute the MP3 player is abit screwed up i guess..not veri sure..pls state ur comments on e tag for improvements.. =)

today went out wid dear..well..nth special..walked ard..she bought a new pair of sandals..after went to watch Happy Feet..quite a dumb show..lol..wasting my time seriously..but nvm..lol..after tt went pepperlunch for dinner
..yummy XD

2006-08-29T05:57:00.000-07:00

yawns..finally chem spa over le..no more pouring of chemicals while the teacher is looking..no more errors to memorise no more...

zzz..tmr first lesson phy liao..omg..si bei sian..see his face oso sian liao..so @%@$@..zzz.. nvm..i shall TRY to do my phy tutorial ltr..lol.. [but most likely wont one.] haha..

best lesson of the day was..GP ? lol.. today GP darn slack..sat beside Jan..we crap to each other alot..zzz.. says stupid thinx tt sets mi laughing.. *see that c***y , ....... ltr got flies flying ard..* [only Jan noe dis..he say one..darn crude..lol ! ]

recently 06s15 gt alot of problems here n there BUT i really cant be bothered..misunderstanding nia..dots..lame..but its okie..lol..they shall settle themselves soon..

tm rehearsal la..zzz..tiredness..so sian ones..imagine doing the same thinx over n over again..somemore is not the problem of the performance, is the inefficient SCs and retarding backstage crew..yawns..makes the whole thinx darn slow..waste of time man..

zzz..i shall stop here..haiz...

2006-08-28T07:18:00.000-07:00

staring at the CHEM SPA NOTES blankly..turned to my computer screen..stoned at the DOTA icon.. *time to study* *but darn sian la..sick subject must memorise so many things los* *zzz*

tmr chem A level practical test..gonna go crazy..picturing myself getting 101 % attention from the darn teacher makes mi danr sian..the teacher is gonna lik paste his or her bloody eyeball on that pathetic small testtube and see whether i atom of liquid spills..omg..

haiz..today started off with a PE theory test..so gay lor the test..freaking biology la..my god..guess all the ans..seriously spastic..after tt basketball match wid KY class..quite fun..[funny] justin the power boy *with super strength throwing the ball over the rim* KY the no guts boy *aims n shoots near the rim for 3 times and none went in..last shot..jumped high..as he was releasing the ball, ZA let out a sharp screeech, sending weak KY flying back.. argh !! the ball flew OVER the board..

PW lesson.. everyone stares at Jan amazingly.. qns were bombarded at Jan..regarding half of his body looking strange.. hahas.. Jan trying to explain himself..but to no avail.. laughter filled the class as Jan tells his stories.. *wa 4am i went to the mosque and scared the hell out of mi la..blablabla..* *last time i liked a malay girl..quite nice..cuz i was in soccer ma...blablabla..THANK GOD..* << typical Jan..

things are going well for the teapot crew..Jon n Vin used the teapot crew routine and owned some ppl.. groove nation competition..pity is at promos..hope Jon n Vin can juggle studies and tt well..going for PJ open hse thingy.. jon says *we are quite gd..* lol..

econs test..chye tee strong girl *frustrated with econs n broke the whole freakin table..* astonished at the super strength..ZA gasped in amazement.. *even i cant do tt* ChunYu happily said *tt table is MINE..muhahahaha..* grabs the table n tries to stuff it in his bag.. fails.. turns to engkian.. trys to stuff it in his bag.. eng kian den gave the sloth face..lol.. *dun la..cant one la..siao.* chunyu darn desperate le..turns to boonkiat..stuffed it in his bag n went hm..

lol..crazy class..filled with super heros..lol..@#%@##!!@#
telling myself not to tremble tmr...zzz....worried..

2006-08-17T07:27:00.000-07:00

o.O rotting blog..lol.. finally gt e feel to update los..wahaha..darn sian..todae gt Chem test..for once i thought it was manageable..lol..seriously hating Phy now los..my phy teachers sucks lik shit la.[omg ! ] hate him man..so kp..n freakin lazy la..everyday keep tinkin of making big $$..if he is tt gd dun nid become teacher liao la seriously..oh god.. -.- my phy is f***ed up.. seriously man..duNo all e concepts n all tt los..die liao la lik dis..zzz..haiz..
sian ah !! tmr gt rehearsal..zzz.. time wasting man..haiz..but breaking would be fun ! wahaha..hate the rehhearsal part only..yawns.. go do other thinx liao.. wahahaahahahah..

2006-06-12T09:07:00.000-07:00

today was a great day actually..today woke up late man..suppose to meet Jon at 9.45..INSTEAD, i woke up only at 9.45..den jamie and Roy have to wait for us becuz i was so late..( so sry man)..
meet up a new guy..tink his naem is Jaddon(duno correct spelling ma..) quite a funny guy la..den met up..went to another of their fren's condo..His name is Shawn..his condo gt studio..so went dere to break..starting was rather sian..cuz duno each other well..after for lik a few mins, started to noe each other beta..den began joking n stuff..Had fun man! today i finally managed to do handstand (wif JT's hlp though).. but quite nice e feeling..lol..
after tt went to eat..at e cafe was darn funny la..the whole grp of us were lik giving e auntie trouble..but she so quite kp..we sat dwn n Jamie bought a drink of another shop..den e auntie kp say wat no outside food..den say muz fine $2..i was lik wat kind of dumb rule is dis man..den we were darn fed up wid her..she forgotten tt she left her drink on our table..so when she wasn't lookin, we stuffed used tissue paper into her drink..lol! den after tt we criticised her stuff in e cafe lik her food are expired all tt..lol..it was veri funny la..after tt jamie n jon went to e studio first..den e auntie came for e bill.. the rest of us thought tt jamie paid already but den we insisted tt jamie paid le cuz we saw him taking out $..lol..but actually, he didnt pay..lol! so he gt himself a free meal..lol..after tt break for awhile more n headed for hm..
i met dear at woodlands lor..she suddenly gave mi a bottle of beans?lol..oso duno wat is it for..but thks anyway !..den she wanted to buy her formal wear..and she planned to buy 3 sets..oso duno y she wan buy so many sets..extra..den she told mi she hab 3 presentations..but e presentations are not on consecutive days..she can rewear de ma..so dumb le..den she bought long pants..after tt headed for hm..sian. . . . . . =.=

2006-06-09T10:08:00.000-07:00

Its e start of WORLD CUP !! YEa...now i watching germany vs costa rica e match..now germany lead by 1 goal..e score is 2-1..but i tink tt Costa Rica wil win le..lol..we shall see..
todae oso mi n dear e anniversary..went to town..watched benchwarmers..its seriously funny lor..shld go n watch ! =) after tt eat sakura...SO EXPENSIVE!!! haiz..but nvm..once in awhile..
tmr my performance le..sian..quite scary le..first time perform..haiz..
go watch soccer le! =)

2006-05-31T08:31:00.000-07:00

so unreasonable lor..she can go out n hang out wid her frenz lik wendy n shuhua den i cant meh.. whole day oso go out wid dem i oso nv kpkb..
todae quite fun..whole day was wit my pals, JT, Alvin, Ky and Pui..firstly, we met up at Yishun mrt..stupid pui remind everybody dun be late ownself late..tmd..tt ky even better..say on the train den end up even slower den pui..OMG..we went swimming and it was quite fun la..veri long nv swim le..i swam a few rounds den lazy n tired liao..too long no swim..JT and Pui si bei gt stamina..swim duno hw mani rounds..Pui e longest...BUT e slowest..lol...when we were the way to e swimming complex,we saw JT's dad..he sat n took care of our bags while we swim..den JT dad come tok to us..he is darn funny..his jokes made us laugh like crazy..his actions are crazy man..so funny..he tok to us for quite long and he fetched mi n JT to skl for breakdance..
freakin hell..ydae i was tinkin whether to skip breakdance anot..but i didnt wan to cuz wan Farhan teach new stuff...IN THE END, he nv come ! but the teacher in charge of e girls dance come n looked at us practise...quite gd..luckily they excluded the solo part bcuz i lazy practise..hehe..but sian le..waste my time go skl for NTH..darn it...
den now as i typing this entry she dwn there kpkb...OMG..say wat wan go crazy crap..i tink b4 she go crazy i commit suicide liao ar ! zz...nowadays she so wat de..cant stand her..haiz.. argh !

2006-05-19T09:07:00.000-07:00

nowadays, easily moodswing man..feel lik shit..feel rather down..haiz..saddening..
today was e last day of the week..also,the last day of my breakdance classes..i thought its gonna finish le den i can begin slackin again..BUT.. it turned out e other way round...OMG..we need to put up a performance..damn it..its like i go dis class for fun de now is like for real de..quite stress man..we'll be breakin at sentosa,somewhere near e indoor stadium orchard road and finally our skl..OMG..so many ppl look at me make a fool of myself..i no performing exp at all man..how the hell am i suppose to do it..when gt ppl come n see u break its actually not so bad..BUT its freakin dumb if there is no audience! lol..
well, its gonna be an exciting exp..lookin forward to it!

2006-05-13T07:51:00.000-07:00

woot! todae is SAT !! rest day..phew..can finally take a break liao..so tired of skl..yeah !
hmm...todae went to northpoint wid dear in e evening..i bought her present! The Voodoo charms..lol..i gt myself e traveller which represents luck and she gt a love fairy..tink e Voodoo was quite nice n cute though it was kind of lame..but once in awhile..nvm ba..she happy can liao..
den she was like wondering whether to go her aunt's hse..so funny..one min wan den suddenly tel mi dun wan..was so late so tel her dun go..worry her..haha..so dun go is e best..just send her hm..make my job easier..
hmm..tmr muz study liao..hehe..

2006-05-08T06:58:00.000-07:00

[tired of everything...] [extremely bored..] .... all these are going thru my mind now..so sick of school life..its tiring..many times telling myself that i shld be more positive abt school and each time it try to concentrate and reali learn sth in my lessons, my mind will slowly wander away..at the end of e day, stil have to catch up wid tutorials and tests..simply boring..
todae PE ran NAPFA 2.4..12.10 was my timing..was not on form..cuz run too early le..my organs haven if start functioning then muz run le..yawn..after e run felt like dying..rest of the day was rather tiring...ESPECIALLY ECONS !! i'm freakin dead man..my econs test is on the 17/5 and the only thinx i noe is price and market = demand and supply..i duno how to ans essay qns and so on..grr..its not tt i dun wan to concentrate..juz tt e econs class is always so late..i dun have enough energy to last throughout the day !..hai..
tmr is a darn BAD DAY..i am going to take e Chi compo test which so freakin boring..! and e first period fer tmr is e dreaded Chem! yikes..feels lik hell tmr..well, i feel dis way almost everyday..so no difference..Argh...

2006-05-03T03:47:00.000-07:00

hmm..today quite fufiling..today was a tiring day for mi..though is was a short day, but e lectures were very boring..i was fallin aslp in everyone of them..sign..yawn..after skl didn't feel lik going hm..den followed Jon go his breakdance classes..
It was quite fun..The instructor was some pro n taught us all e pro stuff..lol..today we learned the floor moves and how to taunt ur enemy in the breakdance battle..it was quite funny because i didn't such battles involve 'weapons'..like an imaginary knife or gun..The instructor was darn funny..the tauntin part was kind of cool..den we did the 6steps n baby freeze..den we did all e freeze moves like chair and many more..quite tired..the entire thinx ended at 4.00 sharp..
hai..tmr got Chemistry test..BORED ! haiz..tired to e max le stil muz study and do work...WHY SO BORING ONE !!!!!!!
life shldn't be this way man..hai...next breakdance practice training on Fri..lookin forward to do all e power moves..lol..

2006-04-16T06:40:00.000-07:00

haiz..its e end of e veri long weekend..sad sia..how i wish weekend wil be longer..hai~..
practically wasted my weekend doin nth...nv reali do any revision or anything..hai~darn sian..sick sia..duno wat bird test comin up..hai~dun care le la..when e test come den study ba..for now, slack abit no harm..lol..
tmr lesson darn sian..the worst in e week lor..lessons until 5.30 sia..can die..somemore after e lunch no break le..study all e way..hai~think le oso sian..no motivation study sia..lol...force myself study only can last like 10 mins..after tt sian liao den play..OMG....
plans....tue muz send dear hm..duno she study wat shit..can study til at nite 8..dumb skl..wed duno hw..dis one cant tt one cant..make mi dun feel lik going out..might as well stay at hm..zzz...hai...hope i faster grad out of tt place..

2006-04-10T05:55:00.000-07:00

today is a darn suay day...hai~..
duno hw say sia..firstly, we've gt a new classmate..we guys call him 'water gun'..lol..he's a ok guy la..frm poly come to our class..11 pter..smart guy..lol..firstly, e day started out ok la..HOWEVER, after tt things started to go bad...
FIRST- Gp we had sth lik a test..compre test..it was so difficult..i struggled to understand e darn passage sia..cant tak it..
SECOND- my class was late fer Chemistry tutorial as e GP lessson was delayed..we found it hard to catch up wid e lesson because e teacher was going at lightning spd..i was lik how e hell am i suppose to cope wid Chem, my lousiest subject..hai~..so sad n demoralise lo..den jonathan den joker come tel mi he understood everythin..shockin sia..lol..
THIRD-after e break den kena scolding by math teacher..almost e entire class nv do his assignment den we stand outside e class..den those JC2 tink dey r some big shot n purposely point at us n laugh..i was tinkin why dey so childish..worse den primary skl kids..felt lik going dwn there n putin one nice punch on his face..was so suay los..den tmr muz stay back for makeup lessons for math..e math teacher gave us a pop quiz n i n a few of my frens misinterpreted e qns..WTF la..juz write positive or negative or zero which fucker duno..wtf la..i thoguht he was tryin to call us do a graph of e derivative or sth..wth la..den lik tt stay back for mth..knn..soooo pissed off la..den e rest of e day was feelin so darn fed up la..during PW lessons no mood to do wk sia..hai~... i gt soooo much wk to do !!!!! sian...reali is buay ta han...sobx..

2006-04-05T07:09:00.000-07:00

yawn...now i m currently doin my chinese work..darn sian..hai~..no insporation...so decided to take a litlle time to blog..long time since i blogged anyway..haha..
well..nth special had been croppin up..juz tt i n my bunch of frens went fer e badminton trial..we got in e CCA..but not on e team..lol..wateva la..anyway JC e CCA kind of useless de..lol..so nvm..enuff of my CCA..wats crappy is e PE..lol..e PE is veri darn demandin sia..i dun go train up oso cant..tell us run lik siao..no PE is without running de..madness...everytime PE run so long..e recent PE even more pervert..we did circuits..4 circuits..1st one finish e run do pushups..den sit ups..den dips..den duno wat tt call..den after tt do pull up..darn hiong sia..so sian de lorx..
hmk oso keep on coming non stop..sometimes reali feel lik castin 'chronosphere'..so tt everythin wil stop juz fer a sec fer mi to escape frm e stress...haha..
well..tmr i have econs..i promised myself to stay attentive durin tt class..dun wan same thinx happen juz lik wat happen to my bio..though dis econs teacher reali sucks la..wonder y he is stil teachin to such an age..hai~..
todae went out wid dear..she seemed happy ba..lol..mayb long time no c mi.. = ) well..mi oso happy la..go out once in awhile wont die anyway..haha..
better go back i do my chinese hmk..or else my teacher gonna ask mi transfer skl liao.. = (

2006-03-05T05:53:00.000-08:00

lalalala..finally got in e mood in blogging again..lOl..look how long since i last blogged..soooo long..lol..well, todae last day of my break le..frm now onwards, muz start working lik siao for my A levels le..gonna study lik siao juz lik wat i did for my O levels ba..studying non stop..lol..
todae last day, how did i spent dis veri important day?? went out wit her..boring place..causeway..lol..walked ard..den we go play arcade..which i haven done in like 4 mths+++ ?lol..todae saw wat JC books look like..didn't noe at first..[frog in a well..]..todae stepped into popular n saw it..my eyes were almost like rolling down to e floor..e books were like thrice e thickness of my Sec 4 bio textbook !! scary..i was almost vomiting already..i was tinking '' i am going to study all that crap n put it in my head in less den 2 yrs? OMG..'' beginning to regret abit..hai~..after tt we went to yishun..took a walk ard..lalala..den hm..go hm at 8..so sian..so fast..todae go out at 3 nia..she complain headache again..zzZzzZ..hai~~...
tmr go skl le..sick man..lol..but since already make dis choice le, i shall not let a few thick books intimidate mi..lol..well..gtg slp soon..its been a boring day......

2006-02-01T05:55:00.000-08:00

juz came back frm holiday at Batam nt long ago..overall..it was quite fun ba..lol..
first day..gt a ride on a ferry there..e ferry was ard 1 hr..e route was bumpy..quite scary too..e ship like flying in air..den my heart almost flew out.den fianally reached Batam..gt a ride on e bus to our hotel, Holiday Inn..first glance at e hotel it was rather grand..but little facilities..haiz..sad...dey only had 3 pool tables, a piano lounge, a KTV room, a table tennis table, a tennis court..den dun hav le..zzz..den we were escorted by e porter to our room..it was a double suite room..super big de..was surprised..there is e big living rm n two other bedrms..veri comfortable..oso gt a balcony..can straight away c e swimming pool de..cool..unpack our stuffs..went ard e hotel to c what dey hav..n my mum did some admin stuffs..den we went to play pool..after tt went to e restaurant to have our dinner..dinner was great..alot of dishes..gt fish, meat n gt indo style shark's fins..taste rather strange..lol..but juz eat..haha..after dinner,went out of e hotel n to e nearby stalls to take a peek..quite eerie..e ppl there lik anytime wan rob u de feeling..lol...

2006-01-28T05:49:00.000-08:00

haiz..its been quite sometime since i blogged..veri sian..n i veri lazy go blog..lol..
well..todae went to queensway shopping centre wid dear..haha..she sit e bus til wan die le..den we were veri hungry..quickly went to e mac dere n grab sth to eat..after tt we began shopping for my clothes..haha..nw i can clearly c e diff between gals n guys when dey r shopping..gals shop veri veri slowly...exp my dear..her fav place..far east..always go dere non stop..c le oso sick..when she wan go dere den i wil moodswing..cuz i dun reali lik tt place..lol..go too much time..den she choose thinx oso quite slow..say dis n tt..den veri unsure..i only spent lik an hour plus to buy 6 items..spent over $100 dollars..haiz..but 6 items in an hour..quite fast le..i walk ard c nice den buy le..unlike her...lol..so slow de..sian..bought some nice clothes..lol..quite happy..spent lots of $$$..den went back..
went hm put my stuffs den sent her hm..den went to ntuc buy chicken essence for my mum..den went hm...tmr i go malaysia lo..haha..oso duno go dere for wat..go dere relax le..wahaha...

2006-01-22T09:07:00.000-08:00

argh!!! i injured my leg..it hurts lik siao..haiz..juz went to c a doc todae..at hougang de..my dad brought mi dere..e doc use some sort of electricity n treat my leg..pass a jolt of high voltage in my leg..hurts lik siao at first..bear e pain til tears almost rolled dwn my eyes..but of cuz nv cry la..juz veri painful lo..cuz hurt ligament i think..haiz..lucky bone no prob..pass finish electricity thought over le..den he stil help mi massage my leg, using soo much strength lor..wa lau..pain til i wan die..haiz..
stayed at hm rot e whole day..played games n watched tv..den eat..haiz..sian...tmr think cant go out wid ed dey al le..haiz..my leg e condition nw is walk oso gt prob..haiz..sucks!

2006-01-20T08:36:00.000-08:00

todae woke up damn early..ydae nite only slept at 2.45..den woke up at 8.30.. only lik slept for 5hrs plus nia..haiz..woke up unwillingly..den my dear come my hse do her mp3..den we go meet yt n shuhua go NYP..reach dere le..i called Jordan to be my guide..cuz nv go there b4..scared lost..den he bring us walk ard awhile den he duno run where le..tink go eat..nv wait de..walk ard awhile le jiu head for SP..
sit e mrt all e way to Dover mrt..so long..reach dere le my mrt card no money le..adult fare is relai siao de lo..haiz..den at therer waited for laura..den e 4 of us toured SP..dis time looked for thomas to be our guide..brought us to eat..den we went visitin e courses..went to aerospace,business,maritime n mani more..haiz..i cant get into any courses tt i wan..y s'pore lik tt de..restrict color blind ppl til lik tt..wan to go in e course i reali interested in oso cant..haiz..so sad de lor..demoralise mi..den e rest of e day spoilt le..den i n dear went off ourselves first..we went to orchard bcuz she wanna do some shopping..so accompany her...quite sian at e start..den after tt i hlp her choose clothes den she buy..lol..den we went to hav dinner n off we head for hm..
leg getting worse..haiz..duno can work ma..haiz..gt a big prob..

2006-01-18T04:17:00.001-08:00

hmm..todae as usual..on com play wit my dear..we play pool online..haha..kind of fun ba..bcuz in e game u can get unexpected results..lol..she won mi 2 times..we bet in swensons..e loser muz treat swensons lo..at first i won 1 match..den she won 2..first to win 3 rounds wins e bet ma..den concentrate liao..lucky i won 2 consecutive games..hehe..[so u owe mi a treat wor dear..somemore is u suggest de..so dun blame anyone else wor..hehe] den meet her eat lunch...den we sat at mac awhile den i accompany her wait for her company bus..after waiting for quite sometime,went to mrt station meet ed n his fren..den went up to sakae sushi at causeway n waited for Jordan for quite sometime...e 3 of us went in n sat dwn n started eating while waiting for Jordan..den we eat n eat..den we started to get bored..so we played games lo..kept challenging Jordan c hu can stuff more wasabi..haha..den we played e number sequence game..[if tt is wat u call zhong ji mi ma]..den e loser muz gulp dwn a sushi tt was bathed wit super spicy wasabi..e 5times hotter de..lol..den we play..
ed n his fren lose most of e time..i wan Jordan die, Jordan oso wan mi die..so funny..haha..had fun la..lol..
den play halfway yuting suddenly call mi..she was crying..oso duno wat happen..she cry n say at e same time..thought somebody bully her..in the end,think she too stress then cry de..after tt call her again stil can tell mi actually nth de..stupid lo...dots..
den went hm n play com..waiting for time to pass..lol..den 11.30 as usual went to fetch her..

2006-01-16T18:31:00.000-08:00

ydae went out wit dear in e morn..accompany her til her work start..we went to eat Sakura at northpoint..den met up wit Shuhua n Yuting to buy thinx..den sent her off to e bus den i walked hm myself..
went hm n changed..ard 4 lik tt went out wit Jordan Ed n a fren..went to Bugis to buy shirt..i bought a long sleeve shirt..Jordan went to many places but counldn't find e shirt he wanted..after shopping for sometime,we went to OCC to play pool..
down there e pool juz renovate finish..veri nice e place..e ball and e cue all veri new..veri nice to play there..lol..played loser punch wit Jordan n Mark..haiz..so unlucky..both oso i pay..lol..spent ard $8 lik tt..lol..den play til quite late le..went to eat..soon it was 10.30..i bought a drink n slowly walked to khatib mrt to wait for my dear..she herself told mi 11pm she off work..so i reached khatib mrt at 10.45 to wait for her..bcuz veri late le..waited n waited..11.15 le..call her oso nv pick up..oso duno wat happed to her..waited til 11.35 den she picked up e phone..n told mi she 11.30 den off work..n stil say until i hear wrongly..so angry wit her..wait til 11.50 lik tt den she come..so blur le she..cant stand it..den send her hm..saw her mum..den she lik so scared..hide behind her mum let her mum qns mi..cuz her mum duno i n her patch le..so angry wut her lo..instead of helping mi get her nossy mother off she juz stood there lik nobody's business..she is reali horx..damn annoyed by her ydae..

2006-01-15T08:46:00.000-08:00

haiz..todae damn suay..stupid de..firstly, went to work..no mood to work at all..met Ed as per normal..tok tok during e journey..we alighted at AMK mrt n waited for a fren..den e three of us headed for work..met Lj n Alvin at cineleisure..during work..when i entered e kitchen,saw Janet,our captain,busy eating e food..'so what she is e captain? do nth except use her mouth n scold n get paid..so unfair!' i thought..i veri unhappy wit her le at tt time..
den i went to e kitchen quite frequently to msg my dear..then my table slow le..other ppl serve e dessert le i stil busy taking e bowls..haiz..den Janet shouted,''giv u all one to one oso cant handle..'' pissed mi off sia..i reali wanted to giv her 2 tight slaps already..so f*** up de lo..only noe hw lick e manager's boots..gd for nth..n then she oso gd at badmouthing ppl..hate tt..dwn there stare at her..so b**** lor..want say sth bad abt mi juz say it in my face la..go tell other captain..den stand at one place near mi dwn there say here point there..reali f*** up de lor..
a;ready felt lik going up to her n scold her..then cleared e entire function rm..i was rolling two round tables at 1 go..i was feeling damn hungry..no energy sia..den dropped e super heavy table on my leg..n my leg is stil hurting nw!!! ouch!
argh..so fed up wit todae..ass..tmr wil b a beta day ba..no wk for quite some time..nid to rest..tmr going out wit Jordan n Ed dey all..gonna play pool wit Jordan ba..lol..loser's punch? hmm..most likely..lol..
hurt my leg le..msg her..she say she veri worry mi..hmm..quite happy tt she care abt mi..but..msg halfway suddenly she nv reply le..guessed she slp le..stil say veri worry mi wor..n STILL fell aslp..haiz..type de i oso noe la..if reali worry shld at least call to c whether i ok ma..but..instead..went to slp...i stil muz call her to tel her i reach hm le..so much for sincerity..haiz..dun say le..so disappointed..

2006-01-11T19:43:00.000-08:00

haiz..its another boring day everyone..zzz...yday,like most of the days,went to work..zzz..yday tt stupid captain actually is put mi n Albert together..dun like Albert..he is like everyone else,a part time staff, but yet he acts asa if he is e captain..ordering everybody else to work EXCEPT for himself..damn..so unfair..lucky i nv partner him..or else 1 to 3table liao..lol..Partner wit Teo..well..he's alright..i nv even did the pickup..mayb he thinks i am weak or some sort becuz i am skinny..but nvm..its beta tt way..den i wouldn't have to spent much energy..i juz cleared the plates and served drinks..easy..lol..so yday work was rather simple..lol..but i was veri tired..zzz...after work Linjun and Ed went to khatib and we had supper together..then we all headed for home..
today le..think going out wit Munheng ba..muz wait for her work to finish first..now is raining..cold..zz..feel lik slpin..haha..

2006-01-09T05:42:00.000-08:00

oh..sry everybody..i veri long nv update my blog liao..haiz..been too bored to even update my blog..dots..guess my everyday is like a routine..guess u guys wont want to read the same thinx again n again..lol..lets rewind back afew days...beep...
began going out with Munheng again..lol..was rather bored..had no place to go..on the first few outings,went to bishan before the start of my wk..went there to watch movie..den walk walk..watched 'Derailed'..kind of lame..i yawn n watch at the same time..lol..the show was abt some sort of a scam to trick retards of their money by using seduction frm a pretty girl..kind of stupid..lol..only the front part and the back part of the show was exciting..the mid....dun even wan to tok abt it..lol..den we walked ard n waited for time to pass..met up wit ed n akvin to wk..
wk was rather harsh..it didn't run smoothly..new rules were set..like we are required to portion the food for them..and change their plates after every dish..argh..damn..it was the first time i portion the food for them..it was rather difficult..my backbone was aching..haiz..somemore i partnered a girl..DIE..i was carrying the pick up most of the time..haiz..tiring..somemore afew times gt scolded by Eddie and kena said by the Albert..reali fed up wit Albert..he is juzt a staff tt worked longer then mi n he thinks his rank is different frm us n thinks he is high above us..he down there say mi n almost provoked mi..somemore he is the slack kind..juz bcuz he wks longer then us gives him the right to slack while the rest of us were slogging..feel lik saying him..to say the truth,he isn't much of a use..feel lik killing him..only know hw order ppl wk..talk onli no action..damn..argh..enough of him..
next,lets tok abt todae..hmm..todae woke up quite early..veri tired..zzz..went out wit her again..dots..dis time went to cineleisure first..went there to catch a movie..the Wallace n Gromit show..the show was quite funny lo..especially the madasgascar penguins..they were so cute n humourous..the way they tok n their actions..lol..so funny de..lol..enjoyed the show..after tt went to bugis..it was pouring..haiz..sian..went to bugis..she brought mi to dis bugis street..sian to e max..den mood swing..haiz..after tt saw ed n alvin..lol..expected they wil go bugis..lol..cuz ed go tak IC..after tt walked ard bugis for awhile..den we were feeling hungry..decided to go to tampiness mall n look for food..in e end decided to eat pizza hut after walking ard for some time..eat til veri full..den went hm..
hmm..gonna announce sth alarming..pls remain calm..haha.. i patch with Munheng le! lol..on 9.1.06..gd way to start the yr?lol..hmm..can say is she understand mi the most ba..e minute i do sth,she wil noe wat i thinking..already gt tt understanding there le..haiz..dis kind of thinx oso difficult to explain..if u ask mi y i stil choose her,my ans = i oso duno..lol..juz e feeling ba..n she takes reali gd care of mi ba..n she todae gave mi a present..a box..inside gt seashells..den gt words..i m suppose to put them together n c wat e message is..lol..nt bad..haha..appreciate her effort..haiz..sometimes u wil only cherish sth when u lose it..oso gd la..lol..make mi realise alot of thinx..hmm..finally gt a companion to share my sadness n happiness wit le..lol..veri haapy tt i n her back again..dun care wat ppl think of us le..ya only live once..juz wanna mak e best out of everythin..i n her stil gt a long way to go....

2006-01-04T07:32:00.000-08:00

haiz...feeling quite moody now..haiz..todae went out wid Mh...argh..went out wid her cuz i was reali bored to the max..everyday lik nth do de..so sian..thought go out wid her wil quite interesting..BUT..WRONG!!! the other way round...zzz...sian too..lol..cuz i was rather tired..so nv reali enjoy..tell mi walk here n there..argh..hoping tt she wil stop n sit dwn..cuz i was feeling sick..tink too long nv walk le ba..always stay at hm play DOTA wid ed.. almost dying..but stil continue walk..den go watch movie..she wanted to watch a chinese tall story..i wasn't totally paying attention..juz agreed..oso duno wat show lai de..went in..is e journey to the west show..oh no!! dat time ed ask mi go watch i already dun wan le..bluff mi go watch..zzz..watch til almost slp off..too tired..oso duno y feel so exhausted..
after tt went play pool..she say veri fun..lol..ok lo..veri fun lo...dots...den went hm..zzz..finally..play DOTA..lol..tmr...SIAN..

2006-01-03T07:03:00.000-08:00

zzz...todae quite boring..woke up at 11 plus..went to changi airport to send Mr Yim to Australia..haiz..so sad..the only teacher that reali supports PA..nw gone le..PA may die..haiz..went there n ate in a fastfood restaurant..4gt the name le..lol..nt veri nice..the mashed potato lik shit de..zzz...sooo disgusting..den after that met up wid Mr Yim..at first thought many of his ex students will send him off de..but when we reach there only gt i ed n alvin..Mr Yim muz b veri touched ba..lol..call yuting go she oso dun wan..always gt excuses de..feel lik killing her..but already used to it le..she always like that de..dun reali trust her le..out of 5 times ask her out,4 times last min fly plane..after Mr yim went into the gate,we went up to e viewing hall n watched the aeroplanes take off..so nice..lol..but too bad cant hear the loud sound..or else more enjoyable..lol..
after that nth to do..so went hm..bored ..stick to the com..play DOTA as usual..lol..then after that night time went watch movie..Narnia..quite nice..the fighting part veri cool..lol..the first part was abt war de..at first i n jordan thought we were at the wrong cinema..because somehw the story plot of Narnia lik no link to war de le..lol..lucky alvin gt watch the Narnia front part b4..so assured us we were at the right cinema..lol..all the way i n jordan were discussing abt DOTA because the front part of the show was reali lame..the behind part was much beta..lol..
tmr will be more sian..zz.zz.zzz...

2006-01-02T06:47:00.000-08:00

tired til wan die le !!! ydae wk banquet wk til todae 6am den reach hm..did e turnover for the next day wedding..so ma fan de..haiyo..stil muz theatre style n duno wat shit..muz go carry e super heavy stage..zzz...then i albert alvin n qing wei tell e chance n eat snake..haha..give ourselves early break..den ydae e function do wit ed..haha..we 2 quite gt mo qi..tink is play DOTA train out de..lol..we do til quite okok..quite fast too..among e 1st few to finish..e most funny thinx is..Henry,Mandarin e manager,say i fly his plane..nv hlp him do 11am e setup..den he purposely dun wan giv mi stay..in e end du lan him..den dun wan ask him le..den he himself come ask mi..lol...stupid de..then actually huijuan wan partner mi de..den in e end i wit Ed..lol..den e huijuan damn angry wid Ed..kept scolding him..haha..feel so bad..cuz huijuan 1st time do bqt is i hlp her de..den she partner wid her fren..oso duno hw do de..so when i free went over to hlp..lol..dis morn,8 slp...11.30 kena woken up by my mum..zzz..cuz its time to go celebrate my grandma bdae le..blur blur de..went up my dad van n headed to a restaurant n eat..den stayed at my grandma hse slp awhile..den walk walk wid my cousin..den went hm..zzz..
gtg slp le..tmr muz go changi airport..tink is muz send Mr Yim go off ba..haven confirm..dots..

2005-12-30T08:04:00.000-08:00

was it yday? went to Mr Yim's hse warming..i duno wats wrong wit me..feeling n thinking lik veri strange.. completely different liao..thinx dat i used to mind no longer matters to mi..duno whether is gd or bad..juz feel that since ya live once in a lifetime only, y shld we be so concerned n make ourselves unhappy..juz do wat u feel lik, mayb dis way i wil be happier ba..sometimes i oso duno wat i tinking..its juz veri strange..
Mr yim hse warming was veri fun ba..meet at yishun mrt..then half of them wait til veri frustrated set off first..i ed lj alvin yuting lihui waited for half an hour or so for aiwei n kuanee..it was veri boring..we sat dwn at Northpoint foodcourt..den saw Zengan,daniel n zhenhao..finally aiwei n kuanee come le..e whole lot of us slowly proceeded to e bus stop which was veri far away..veri far..on e way tok n joked ard..veri fun..juz lik in e past..
sat in e bus..journey joked ard so passed rather quickly...walked ard the place,in search of Mr Yim's apartment..after circling e entire neighbourhood,we finally found it ! had nth to do there...juz plain eating n eating n tokin..Mr Yim den settled the thinx between Lj n Yf..stil ask fo rmi n alvin de opinion..we go dere lik kena counseled by Mr Yim..learnt alot frm him..make my thinking more mature..but he is going next tue to australia..haiz..gonna miss a gd teacher like him..haiz..after dat went to eat..den went hm..zz..zzz..3am plus den slp..i gonna go nuts..

2005-12-27T23:16:00.000-08:00

haix..suddenly felt so lost..nth to do..haix..decided to blog..
todae early early go play bball..tired lik siao..haha..veri fun..bt kena provoked by some ppl..nvm..feel so sick nw..sick of everythin..
indeeed..mani ppl say love dis kind of thinx is reali depend on fate de..wan hurry oso cant de..juz take it easy..but sometimes oso quite sad..frens r one thinx..they can pei u..but nt all e time..when u reali nid soneone to tok to n u cant find e right person, is quite torturing..frm frens to gd frens to stead..nw dis logic is nt reali true..loving someone can be so difficult..so torturing..so sad..be positive..dun tink abt it le.. ppl say..but it is easier said den done..when u love someone alot, u wanna show e other party..but mostly in e wrong way which juz puts off the person..love oso muz keep it deep in our heart..haix..dis one is reali torturing..i waiting patiently for e right gal to enter my life..but 'she' dun seem to be in sight..haix..sometimes reali e heart wil pain..is reali sad..ed oso gt dis feeling b4 last time ba..haix..i dun wan fate to decide my life..i wan to decide for myself..i dun wan to be so helpless n get controlled by fate..dat kind of feeling is too much for mi..i cant stand it le !!!! ppl always say leave it to fate..it seems lik they r juz there waiting for death..if only i could make a diffference........if only.......
tmr is Mr Yim e housewarming...go there n play le.. how i wish there was sth to clear away all the unhappy thinx in my brain..sometimes cant hlp thinkin abt thinx in the past.....wat e hell m i thinking????? taking up is as difficult as letting go....haix..i m so confused..

2005-12-24T19:15:00.000-08:00

yday was a veri sad christmas ba..lots of thinx happen juz yday...haix..but i cant keep pondering about the sad stuffs i guess...ydae was christmas eve,supposely a happy occasion..but juz couldn't bring myself to smile and feel happy..
she must have reasons..so i dun really blame her or anythin..mayb the time juz had not come..or perhaps she liked someone else..or mayb nature had not really taken the course i wanted it to be..but it doesn't matter because everythin is already fixed...accept it..
ydae went to orchard with PA peeps at nite..i got out of hse as early as 11 i guess..usually at that time i wil wake up..but for yday,it was special..crawled out of bed..went to ed hse to collect some thinx..den in total,i went to ed hse 4 times in a day..because i kept going in and out..to get some thinx..haha..then at 2,set off to 2hundred plus there..gave her the present..exchanged only 3 sentences,she go le..haix..guess she is really busy ba..NEXt..ed met ht..wahaha..i was spying him..cuz i was feeling dwn and decided to spy cuz i had nth beta to do..hid behind a bus..then gt a few uncle beside mi thought i was planning to steal the bus..lol..den waited for ed at his void deck..he went hm to change..sat on the bench of ed hse there..den i took out the letter frm the envelope and read it slowly..word by word..juz to kill time..actually it only drizzled..but it started to pour..haix..so sad..
then ed came dwn le..guess he knew tt i was feeling sad..afew words of consolation,then he quickly changed the topic to himself..haha..went to nearby coffeeshop n eat..waited for the rain to stop..its a long wait...then frm afar,we spotted ht cousins..i n ed then rushed in the midst of the rain to the other side to c wat they were doin..suddenly huiting appeared..she seemed shock upon seeing mi and ed..lol..[nv even greet mi de..lol] den she jus walked away after waving to mi...went to her grandma's i think..
then i n ed met jordan..the three of us then proceeded to orchard..in the midst of the trip,we discussed abt alot of thinx..all is abt our PA chalet...discussed abt the ppl n all that..then jordan oso noe what happen to mi le..juz consoled mi..haix..went to play pool after tt..there was alot of ppl..play halfway saw my mandarin collegues..greeted them..recognised the gal whom i guided when she was a newbie..she stil rmb my name..lol..i already 4got her name le..but know she frm PHS de..cute..in a way..lol..the mandarin guys i think wan jio her..haha..then played with jordan..he veri pro..managed to play til we left the black ball..but i think is he let mi de..cuz he could c i couldn't concentrate..haix..played with him 3 rounds only won 1..den played DOTA with the rest..they all found it exciting..but i felt rather bored..haix...
then went to mrt station waited for some ppl..they suggested to go pub..but i was underage..haix..go clubbing next time ba..haix..then went hm with some seniors..reached hm at abt 1.30..tired lik siao...but did not slp..wanted to wait for her to go hm safely..2.30 then i slp..zzz....

2005-12-21T02:04:00.000-08:00

21 Nov
just came back from my PA chalet..rather boring ba i must say..but part of it was ok too..first day went there by Ed's yellow bus..den when we reached there, all of us were rather bored and so we all jumped inside the swimming pool for a swim..after that we gambled abit and i won quite alot..ard 70 dollars plus..was so happy..couldn't believe my luck..haha..lucky like siao..then after that Yianping they all come le..then started the bbq..mood was especially gd..the last game was the nicest because is i stop for quite awhile den suddenly feel lik playing de..i gt a black jack immediately when yianping talk to me about the chalet stuffs..haha..like that then win 10 dollars from Jordan.. muhaha..the bbq carried on for afew more hours and drank alittle wine and liquor..never drank cuz veri little only..then gambled again..then yianping and the grp went off..returning the next day..nth to do..so slept...zzz...
2ND DAY..woke up then went to play pool with ed,alvin and kokshun..quite fun..then went back to the chalet..ed and jone decided to swim again but i dun wan..went ard with kokshun..searching for bball court..found it le but the rim spoilt de..so cant use..stupid..then prepared water bombs in the toilet..suddenly yianping they all come..then hid the water bomb lik siao..haha..so funny..then sat there and chatted wid Yuting for awhile n the whole lot of us went to have our dinner..after dinner,i and ed and afew others hid water bombs behind our backs and blasted the bomb at yianping and lihui..haha..after that we played games and smashed e water bomb at each other..lol..then i ed and daniel played rockets..we kept trying n trying til the floor was black..then it was close to midnight..everyone was aslp except for afew..i kangyong and kokshun wen to outside de coffeeshop n bought bottles of beer back..that was when i got drunk after finishing my second bottle..i was veri dizzy but did not vomit..not lik kangyong so weak..haha..then everyone joked and talked ard..
til nw,i did not rest..not enuff slp..dying soon..zzz...

2005-12-17T01:42:00.000-08:00

whoa..veri long nv update blog le..for the past few days was at pasir ris chalet with my class..just came back today..veri tired..i think for the two days i nv slp more then 7hrs..every nite thon woth my frens..
the first day..met Lionel,paul and yanping then went to pasir ris together..we talked and joked alot so the trip there was like veri short only..then we reached the chalet..the chalet was rather small but we only had a few peeps on the first nite..so it was alright..on the first night,there was nth much to do..the guys went to play pool and the girls went around..i,paul,yanping and zengan stayed awakethroughout the nite..we joked and talked throughout the nite and played cards..on the next morn, wendy and the grp was waken upp by the guys because we were really tired..then we slept..the real un only starts on the second day..
the guys woke up at ard 10 plus and we went swimming..swimming was rather boring..Paul,kuanyi and zengan was busy looking at bikini girls while i jory and lionel played ourselves..paul they all just laid down on the side of the pool and baked themselves in the hot sun while i jory and lionel played pretty stupid thinx because we were getting bored..after we swam, we actually wanted to kayak, but there were some negative responds from some of the girls..thus, we put off the idea and decided to cycle instead..cycling was rather boring..there were alot of stoppages which made the cycling extremely boring..one such example was that paul tried to be funny and accidentally knocked yanping out of her bike..leaving yanping with bruises on her knees and hands..then paul brought her bck to the chalet while the rest of us continued..but having only cycled a few mins after the stoppage, it poured heavily..we all cycled quickly back to the chalet to return our bike..when we reached the bike shop, the heavy rain turned into a drizzle..how unlucky..the next unlucky thinx happened in the evening..
we went back to the chalet and played ps2..while waiting for the bbq food to be delivered,we played Burnout revenge...it is a car game that requires u to sort of use the car and hit other cars off the road..everyone was veri bored until Zengan challenged me to a match..the both of us was rather skilled in the game which made the race veri exciting..all eyes were on the screen because i and Zengan were racing at veri fast spd and was head on with one another..and next climax came when Jiawen played with all the guys..she was rather fast in taking down her enemies..Jory lost to her several times which made him go crazy..it was veri funny..lol.. we waited for two hrs and the most frustrating thinx was that the person did nt make any contact with us even having let us wait for hrs..eventually, we decided to eat fast food..while we were eating fast food the person finally called and the girls just kept complaining abt their bad service..then the guys went to play pool again and the girls went back..after we played pool,we went back to the chalet to play water bomb..we played the number game den the loser we smashed with the water bomb..then i lionel zengan and paul carried wendy to the toilet and watered wendy til she was drenched totally..then we carried Serina..then i and zengan pushed lionel into the toilet with serina,hoping to trap them inside..haha..it was veri fun..then all of us got ourselves cleaned up and played some played poker cards while some chatted..i was playing poker cards with hanbin and kuanyi and the rest of the girls..i was the banker..and i won m0ney throughout the entire game..i dunno y i gt such gd luck but i just kept winning money..i started with a few cents and ended up with 20 plus dollars at the end of the game..amazing huh?i was half awake while i was playing the game because i was gulping down red wine til i finished abt a bottle of it..then Xiaoyang drew out the Martel and we drank..i chatted with Serina and wendy who was lying beside mi abt their job which was the same as mi..haha..we had alot of interesting stories to share..then the guys went hm at abt 6am..

2005-12-12T08:44:00.000-08:00

hmm..past few days nth much happened ba..haix..onli on sun rush wk til half dead..haix..from morn 10.30 am chiong til 1.30 am..u guys go count how many hours lor..dun sick is fake de..haix..sick le oso nobody care la..lol...anyway today oso nth much la..stupid de oso..do stupid thinx..next time dun be gd guy liao..help pp oso no gd returns de la..only kena kao pei by some ppl..noisy like hell..sick of it..no mood write le..spoil my mood nia..

2005-12-09T08:32:00.000-08:00

hmm..how shall i describe today??erm..maybe quite fun in the morning but sianz and frustrated in the night ba..lets talk abt the fun part first..morning played the computer for like hours..played DOTA wit alvin and it was veri fun..hahax..then next went to work..work wwas rather boring..got to partner with a malay guy..he was rather humourous..but when it comes to work, he is very slow..his one pick up equals to my three pick up..so i guess u can imagine how slow he was..then the captain stil blamed mi for being slow..how can i be fast when the food is stil in the kitchen?haiz..so got scolded by her lo..then later on could not concentrate because its too boring le..den accidentally spilled some sauce on a customer..haix..kena reprimanded by the customer like duno wat..haix..just swallowed it and continued working lor..wat choice do i have.

2005-12-06T19:07:00.000-08:00

hmm..veri long nv update my blog le..previously had some problems with my internet plan..urgh..so severals days cant access the internet..haix..for the past few days, nth much reali happened ba..veri sianz lor..just kept wking and wkin til i drop..haix..think the most significant is my dad midnight bring mi go Jalan Keyu there eat the original roti prata..so nice le..i could stil remember the taste of the prata clearly..haha..and some more i think it was yday..when i was wkin.for the first time i partner with alvin..haha..our table veri little ppl so veri easy do..haha..then i duno for wat reason alvin go quarrel with the captain..Lisa..then Lisa was veri angry..when she saw mi, she oso scolded mi for nth..just because i was alvin partner..stupid de..haix..next fri ed and yuting joining Mandarin le..must rush midnight with Ed liao..haha..looking forward to c whether Ed can carry the tray ma..haha..
well, nothing much happen so entry abit short ba..haha..today nv wk..haha..so happy..can finally rest le... zzz... signing off....
[i never gave up..all i need is a chance...]

2005-11-26T15:54:00.000-08:00

26 Nov
hmm..today i returned home only at 6am..i worked from 5.30p.m to 6a.m..it was veri exhausting..yday was a Tamil dinner and i yday swore i would nv attend a tamil function ever again..the damn dinner only started at 10pm and we were already on standby at 6plus..the staffs had nth to do and just stood there like statues..it was awfully boring..then i and Alan went to the kitchen area and 'eat snake' quite frequently..haha..the worst part was the performance..it was so long which cause the dinner to start only at 11pm..moreover, the performance was so lame and stupid..haix..they could have put up sth beta instead..
haix..i just woke up not longer ago..finding myself alone at hm..haix..switching on the music so loud while writing this entry..later after i finish writing this entry i stil have to work..haix..i dun have much of a life huh? its so boring..Moreover, i didn't have anything to look forward at this moment..haix..because the higher my hopes are, the more i get disappointed.. let nature take its course??Lol..i believe u have to fight for thinx..letting things just happen slowly and by its own its just a form of excuse..i am just simply frustrated..asking someone who likes u to find someone else beta is oso foolish and selfish, especially for someone whom u nv stead before..u dun even noe what the other party feels abt u and just make this sentence simply..this is just an excuse to reject the person..and u dun even give that person ONE chance to show his love and fend him off..that guy's heart just shatters and does the girl noe?
haha..believe this scenario applies to Linjun too ba..haix..thats why i must work like siaoz..like that life will shorten..haha..lol..troubled.....beep...

2005-11-23T23:00:00.000-08:00

23 Nov
hmm..today is quite a day for mi..busy throughout the day..and sad in the evening..
morning met up with Joe and Alvin and went to orchard to do the registration procedures for our job..we got to the

hotel at about 1 plus and the in charge told us that we could only register at 3.30..that moment i and Alvin felt like

killing Joe..never tell us the office hour earlier..then we were thinking what can three guys possobly do to kill time in

Orchard..The answer was pool..haha..we hurried to lucky plaza where we crossed the suoer large road outside the

hotel..Alvin told us just run across the road because there was no cars in sight..we crossed the road halfway and a bus

was approaching us..that stupid Alvin almost killed i and Joe man ! haha..we went to the pool hall and started the

game..we choose a different table..the table was much bigger and thus challenging..if i am not wrong the table should

be 9"..the first few games i was on a winning streak..but after that linjun came and we played tag..thats when i started

losing..lol..we played for 2 long fun hours because there was alot of laughter and jokes in the midst of the game..after

the game we went to the hotel again and met linjun two friends, whom oso wanted to register..i and alvin also made

friends with them..one was called Guoliang and the other prefered to be called Jed, if i am not wrong..I and Alvin

switched names and made them confuse..dunno who is who..haha..it was so funny..lol..then the Shirley,the person

incharge gave me and Alvin alot of functions to do..our schedule is like so packed..we are working practically

everday..and we just accepted the job without much consideration..lol..
then Linjun showed us around the very large hotel which made me SUPER DUPER CONFUSED..[ Linjun, til now i duno

where is the Mandarin Court and the ballroom..got so many different names and doors de..make mi so

confuse..haha..]then off we head back to Yishun..then Joe and linjun went home and Alvin accompanied me to buy pants

for work tomorrow..then we went to funland and rot there while waiting for Ed they all to watch movie..we watched The

Exorcism of Emily Rose..the show was not reali acary to me..it was just abit of gore..because u see the emily rose being

possessed and twisted into veri gross positions..haha..Lihui they all were sitting in front of me and jumping off their

seats..haha..hmm..on the outside i appear to enjoy the show but inside i just found it rather boring..Alvin should know

why..haix..just sucks totally..
Find human beings rather erotic..they just show their emotions differently..sometimes certain actions mean something

yet sometimes it does not seem what it actually appears to be..haix..it sounds reali sophisticated..today Ed told me sth

that i felt made much sense..but i chose the difficult way and not escape although i know the end is mostly hurting

de..to soldier on to see what lies beyond..to attempt what seems impossible..as long as there is a glimpse of hope, i will

not let go...[this way then no regret la Ed..consider..].....
i am not sure when wil be my next entry because i wil be busy at work..haix.....beep.....

2005-11-19T23:31:00.000-08:00

19 Nov
Nowadays updating my blog quite regularly..lol..almost everydae is an interesting day for mi..haha..
today went to grandma hse in the morning..Basically went there on my own accord because veri long nv visit my grandma le..so went there to see see..also is to play badminton with my relatives..we played for almost two hours and i did not stop to rest..it was like so tiring..haix..then after went back to my grandma hse and picked out my hp..there were so many SMSes and miss calls..they were all from Ed and joanna..haha..asking me out..quickly, i agreed and rushed from tiong bahru all the way back to khatib..got changed and meet them..Ed ask them to play pool..Yianping,Aiwei,Lihui,Joanna,Ed,Alvin and me met up and go AMK to play..must say Yianping wear til veri nice..haha..however, the ppl there checked aiwei and they were unable to enter..i n Ed quickly canceled the game and we went to have dinner instead..then Alvin say he and Ed and joanna waited for 6 hrs plus just to eat dinner in AMK..haha..then we went to causeway and managed to sneak Yianping they all in..haha..we warmed up with afew crappy shots..then played against Ed..duno why cant seem to hit the ball properly..so frustrating!! got distraction ba..haha..then let Ed win..Play with Alvin going win le..then hit the darn black ball inside the pocket..haix..so suay..
only when tag with Yianping against Alvin and Joanna manage to thrash them..suddenly on form..haha..we played two games and managed to win both..haha..so pro..although Yianping is not much of a help, but at least she veri sporting..haha..not easy de wor..because the previous game she made a fool out of herself..haha..she cute la..put the white ball infront of her still miss and hit other ball..haha..but under my guidance, she managed to hit in a ball into the pocket..so proud of her..lol..she also very happy..hahaz..then after that Yianping they all saw CID in the opposite table..then they quickly ran away to avoid any trouble..lol..[Yianping ar..actually Alvin is bluff u de..i nv kena check by the CID la..haha..]after that they took neoprint and off we head for home..
must say that this outing quite fun le..haha..credit goes to my buddy.....Ed !! haha..todae is a tiring day ba..zzz..so many activities in one short dae..haha..thats all for today folks..logging off....zzz...zzz...zz.....

2005-11-18T23:03:00.000-08:00

18 Nov
haha..today is indeed a happy and joyful day to remember..haha..today marks the end of the torturing O levels..haha..today's last paper, Chemistry, the MCQ was challenging to mi because i was not concentrating and i was thinking about something else..however, paper 2 was much easier because my concentration was back..haha..after the last paper ended, screams and shouts could be heard everywhere..some were veri happy, some were cursing and swearing away..others just hurried home to play..
I went home and got changed..then went to meet Ed and Alvin to play pool at causeway..It was a great game..i and Ed were on par with each other while alvin was lagging behind..i won a total of 5 games..Ed oso won 5 games..Alvin won two..and it was i and Ed and shot the black ball in and thats why alvin won de.. [yucks..tyco de..] the funniest part was that alvin threw our face by hitting the white ball out if the table and the ball rolled to other ppl table..it was so embarrassing..haha..but funny too..lol..
then after that we went home..haha..i had lots of fun today with my two gd frens..haha..i will sonn be starting work at Linjun that side..must earn $$ and buy the things i wan le..hahax..
specially mention , today is WaiLing bdae..haha..here wishing her a happie bdae..think she is overjoyed ba..Bdae just nice O level end and on top of that got her favourite Harry Potter movie being released..She must be enjoyin herself now ba..lol..
Alright, its time to stop..see u all in the next entry..Guanhong signing off.......beep....

2005-11-14T21:30:00.000-08:00

14 Nov
hm..today quite sianz..slacked the whole day..accompanied PA to the new holding school and rearranged the equipments..kind of boring but gain quite alot of things ba..but at this juncture cannot say anything ba..
Four more paper to the end of O levels..Wahaha..Looking forward to it so can go out and enjoy...Just a few more days.....

2005-11-12T22:00:00.000-08:00

12 Nov

hmm..today actually thought nth much will happen..thought it would be the same boring sat as usual..stayed at home and studied, den rot..haix..life's getting boring all these while..
However, something significant happened..haha..Ed finally changed his handphone..his previous phone was like collapsing and u can hardly find a spot that is not scratched..lol..the total cost of his phone was around $878..so expensive le! haha..only a rich boy like him could afford..haha..
next, my bro patch with joanna le !! Congratulations to the both of them..haha..wish they can stay happy together..[Linjun, must try understand her..got to know her better..Love her more..And make her smile always wor..get back together le must cherish her even more..] [Joanna, linjun sometimes abit shy..and he dun really know how to express his feelings..but from his words, i can sense that he really want patch veri much..] wish the both of you happy always..Also, i got myself another god sis..haha..Joanna became my god sis..knew each other 2 years le..think we get along quite well..haha..so be her elder bro..haha..so linjun wont bully her..haha..just kiddding..
today gain quite alot of things, a god sis and my amath now quite steady le..haha..finished the o level practise paper within 45 mins.. still got help linjun and my god sis get together again..haha..so happy although it is not veri much my business..haha..
Lastly, tomorrow dunno do wat..haix..Feel like playing CNC or DOTA.....zzz...gaming during o level..haha..excitng..''play game not slacking, is doing other things only'' Joanna say de..haha..bad infulence..haha..Just kidding..okie..guanhong signing off....buzz....buzz...beep...

2005-11-03T18:32:00.000-08:00

3 Nov
3rd day since i broke up..at first i was rather sad and depressed..but today i felt that i was rather stupid..what for feel sad when the other party is..never mind..i dun want to say..After Ed told me something, i was rather shock.at that moment i was alone rotting in khatib mac..i was so bored, so lonely and feelng maybe alittle sad..haven recover frm the breakup..after the incident, i thought it over and thought i was stupid, foolish to feel that way..i should enjoy whatever company i have and not insolate myself since she is doin the same too.. surprising when i got hm, the first thing i saw on the TV was news talking about healing after a break-up..it talks abt some country embarking on a new course..teaching teens hw to recover after a break up and receive another new love..I thought it was rather coincidental that that happened..If there is God, perhaps God is trying to tell me to know how to give and take.Give my love and now take back the love i had given to her..Haha.. people may think that i am heartless and wicked to break up with her and dare say all these..but i believe in fate..it is fated that Ed saw her and it is fated that i decide on this..To be able to let go a 1yr plus relationship was not easy..no one knows how difficult it was for me to survive emotionally for the last 2 days..onlookers only know how to see the problem on the surface and of course they wil think it is e guy's fault..but what can i do..Nothing..
tomrrow is a brand new start for me and i promised myself not to probe about the past anymore..some ppl think that love is nth but a pack of lies with empty promises and much lies..couples claim that they will change for the sake of love, change for the sake of their the other half, but it is hard to change a personality that has been inside u since young.. like it is equally hard for a smoker to quit smoking..when i was at khatib this was what i thought too..but after walking blocks after blocks aimlessly alone, love can be sweet and fun too..it depends on who ur the other half is and how the couple handle their relationship..i am hopeful of the next relationship..i wan to love and be loved again..
today i played basketball with my seniors and it was veri fun..we played for 2 hours and at the end of the game we were like dying..sadly, i cut my thumb in the midst of the game and it stil hurts while i am writing dis entry..blood was trickling profusely when i was cut..but the pain was not as much as the pain my heart suffered for the past few days..after that, i and daniel hang out at funland for awhile but i left first..that was when i went to mac alone and studied there..haix.. i am lookin forward to tmr..tomorrow i will play basketball nevertheless..thats all for this entry..

::HOPE::

2005-11-02T20:47:00.000-08:00

2 Nov 2005
hmm..today is the second day of the break up..haiz..boring as usual..went to school alone and studied alone until ed came..kind of boring lor..haix..i look forward to the day that o levels come..hope that it will come quickly and end quickly..the wound in my heart is healing as everyday passes by..somehow everyday seems boring and dull..there is absolutely no life..it is only filled with books and more books..hmm..there isn't much thinx to discuss on such dull days...haix..now some of my class ppl treat me like enemies just because i broke up with her..but their reactions are normal..it is understandable..they dun noe the true reason...

-break apart-

2005-11-01T19:46:00.000-08:00

1 Nov 2005
i broke up with my stead..its because of many reasons that i decided to do that..i have to admit, she gave me alot of wonderful memories and i will always remember the happy times we shared..However, above all that, she is sort of unbearable.. She locks me up and stops me from talking to gals which i thought was rather stupid and unfair..The problem is after 1yr plus of relationship, she still does not trust me and i feel that trust is most important among all couples..Without that, i think that it is pointless to continue this relationship..now is the 'healing' period..I just hope that i can put the past behind me and move on..Let the past be a wonderful memory in my heart..

[i really want to apologise to break with you in this period..i really find no meaning in this relationship..and i know that i will go PA no matter what and u will b unhappy..i dun wan to continue to make u more sad and depressed..i hope that u will find a much beter stead then me..wish u happy alwax] I am sorry i cant be the person u want...hope u understand..

::L::O::N::E::L::Y::

2005-10-08T05:58:00.000-07:00

ok...i’m back like after so many ‘lightyears’..[loL]..hmm..y’dae was my b’dae and its like super boring..not because my dear never give me any surprises or anything..but its school that makes it sucks totally...[urgh...] i was like super sianz... my dear bought me a heart shaped cake which i thought was rather sweet... But the disappointing part was that she give until like buy for the sake of buying.. not sincere at all...haix..
today was a little enjoyable.. Ed, Alvin and i went to sembawang shopping centre to play LAN..its so funny and fun.. especially when we played [half-life].. it was hilarious.. haha.. afterwards yianping, lihui, aiwei, and kuan ee came..[rather surprised kuan ee came] they gave me a present..[ a chopstick graduating...] [lol]... the box was also decorated with effort.. i really appreciate it... then we went to a Thai restaurant to eat.. for both the LAN and the food my best buddy, [Edwin] foot the bill.. haiz.. actually got more people go de.. but Joanna, yu ting [my 4 yrs friend never go le.. so disappointed with her sia], Jordan, and my sis and bro [yf and lj] never go... [zzz].. following ed and Alvin escorted me round and round [GIANT] and finally to 7-11... there was a cake..they sang the birthday song for me and i blowed the candles right after i made a wish.. [wished Ed, alvin and I will score for the O levels..Shh..] then ed stood behind me and tried to smash my face on a piece of cake..luckily i escaped the first wave.. following, they grabbed my limbs and Alvin smashed the cake on the side of my face..[ lucky not the whole face..]
zzz...here comes the boring part..we went home afterwards.. ... ...
another few weeks to the end of O levels.. i’m already super sick of homeworks.. dunno how am i suppose to survive the rest of the days
....::....::....忍...::....::....

2005-08-22T22:09:00.000-07:00

hmm.. i am back!! haha..haven been blogging for quite some time.. haha.. busy u see.. so taken some time off from my horrific chemistry paper and decided to blog.. whew.. i’ve got quite a lot to say guys and gals so listen up!! haha..
today started off well with a rather easy biology practical exam.. i expected it to be much more difficult.. now i understand why ms ng did not bother to give us practice.. because its more on the theory part.. but i think she just wants to slack.. haha.. got this kind of teacher, i need not bother to study for my biology anymore.. its half way down the drain u see.. haha..
Next, we went to quarantine at the bio lab and i chatted wit fatty and kuan yi abt CNC.. so fun sia.. i gonna influence everyone around me to play that game.. haha.. then that paul just suddenly interrupted and call all the guys to gather and claims he had something important to discuss.. then u told us abt the prom night stuffs, teachers’ day stuff and etc.. at dat moment, i felt like quarrelling with him because i hate ppl who interrupts me.. i just get so frustrated.. i felt lik warning him not to throw his weight around and that he just just keep his trap shut and f*** off.. Of course, on second thoughts, i didn’t wan to start a WW3.. Frustrating isn’t it? haha..
after that we proceeded to the class and had our chemistry lesson.. everything went on well until......[ here comes the crescendo..], MONKEY TEO ENTERED OUR CLASS AND CALLED FOR A LESSON AFTER MS KONG!!!!!! i knew nth good would come out from that guys trap.. haix.. i was like feeling my stomach and saying ‘’ there goes my two hours lunch break..’’ haix..
In the afternoon, we had physics lessons which later on marks the end of our lessons.. Whew.. then i and dear dear proceeded to the hall earlier then others because i used the excuse of PA.. wahaha.. awaiting the arrival of our veri own YTSS product, finalist of Project Superstar....[ here comes the crescendo again!1 YEAH..] KELLY !! i actually expected her to sing sth for the excited crowd but did not.. haix.. after this, i and dear dear headed for home..
when i reached home, saw this envelope from the school which is actually postcards frm the teachers.. hmm.. rather surprised because it seemed as if Mr tan knew me. he wrote, ‘’ dear guanhong, you are a good P.A crew leader. i hope u will do well for the exams and blablabla..’’ how the hell did he know i was from the PA.. Amazing.. then ms kong wrote,’’ spread the warmth & cheer to those around you. Your persistence will help you thru any obstacles.’’.. i think she means that i should make the ppl around me laugh and happy.. so ppl put there hu noe me, get prepared for my super duper extra lame jokes!!!!! haha.. then mrs gopala wrote,’’ Be what you are, become what you are capable of becoming. take charge of your life. become the person you lik to be!!’’ i thought it was rather inspiring.. haha..
Lastly, i would like to sign off because if i dun, i wont be able to complete the god damn papers!! haha.. until next time.............

2005-08-18T20:47:00.000-07:00

hmm.. todae is reali a hell of a day..haix.. sux totally..
ok.. firstly, that buffalo [zeng an and paul will know this..haha] is really veri e [f*** up].. she has no idea how many people she has offended.. i am very sure there is a lot of people who dislike.. she is like [OMG].. there she was, crapping with paul.. i was used a friendly tone and asked her to focus on her work instead but she stil l kept on talking.. wanting some peace, i changed my seat just to avoid the noise.. Fatty called me n i talked to him.. then that b**** just have to ‘’kau pei’’ so much and ordered us to shut up.. i was really pissed off and shouted vulgarities and many other words at her.. she is really to the limit!! she only know how to act lol.. wad the hell.. only know how to act cute [by lionel but i dun even think she act until any cuter lor.. simply disgusting !!!], act blur, act innocent, act big, act clever, etc.. and sometimes when she talks that stupid face that she show is like.............haix.. duno how to describe..
hmm.. enough of her.. dun waste my writing space on her.. hmm.. well.. today [other then that buffalo] is quite ok.. really happy because it seems that my chemistry is slowly improving [although not as fantastic as the others in my class].. haha.. well lets just take one step at a time..hmm.. thats all for this entry.. cya everyone!!

2005-08-14T20:00:00.000-07:00

ta da!!! my second entry..hahazz..well..today is just another ordinary day..nth special..morning so bored..all my frens seem so busy with family matters..haix..so stayed at home and almost rotted..did my fav thing[games]..haha..previously still say need to do sth else other den games befoe i get addicted..but it seems that nth can keep mi company except for games..played til about 12 plus den study and then play ms lor..kind of lame huh? haha.. no choice lol..today my thief leveled up..21..
my life is juz sth lik a routine sort of thing.. studies, going to school, attending lessons after lessons, going home, doing hmk, playing games etc..it seems that onli these stuffs revolve around me.. haix.. u call this life?? like that i rather not live..haha..looking forward to graduating.. getting one foot into the workforce and the other experiencing poly or JC life.. thinks its got to be more interesting then now..haha..
the only interesting thing seems to be getting my mock exams paper tmr.. cool..haha..looking forward to getting maths.. seems that all my other subjects sucks..need to study liaoz.. tue is the prelim english orals.. haven even prepare or go see teacher.. No confidence sia..
whatever the case, i’ll just take things as they come...
signing off..............
[Hoping something would come and brighten up my life]

2005-08-13T06:20:00.000-07:00

hmm..my first blog n entry..haix.. previously think dat blogging is kind of boring and stupid..bUt....den again in nid to get a life..haha..or else my life would b juz games n more games lor..haix..yday was a super duper great day for me..haha..guess wad..i got an A1 for my cHinese..also my social studies got 32 which was an improvement man..[although lose ED by one mark onli..]back to Chinese..its simply unbelievable..haha..lookiNg back when i was stil studying day and night for my Chinese, i hated my chinese lessons to the core..mY teacher was boring and naggy and lame..haix..Moreover i was like the outcasts of the class at that time..my class was filled with all the brains [OMG] and every tests i was last in class..[demoralizing man] even it seems that the teacher is giving up on me..
so now if u ask me how i get A1, [????].. haha..
i have to apologise dat e stupid tag board is not up yet..wait horx..haha..