break'inFriday, December 30, 2005
Mr yim hse warming was veri fun ba..meet at yishun mrt..then half of them wait til veri frustrated set off first..i ed lj alvin yuting lihui waited for half an hour or so for aiwei n kuanee..it was veri boring..we sat dwn at Northpoint foodcourt..den saw Zengan,daniel n zhenhao..finally aiwei n kuanee come le..e whole lot of us slowly proceeded to e bus stop which was veri far away..veri far..on e way tok n joked ard..veri fun..juz lik in e past..
sat in e bus..journey joked ard so passed rather quickly...walked ard the place,in search of Mr Yim's apartment..after circling e entire neighbourhood,we finally found it ! had nth to do there...juz plain eating n eating n tokin..Mr Yim den settled the thinx between Lj n Yf..stil ask fo rmi n alvin de opinion..we go dere lik kena counseled by Mr Yim..learnt alot frm him..make my thinking more mature..but he is going next tue to australia..haiz..gonna miss a gd teacher like him..haiz..after dat went to eat..den went hm..zz..zzz..3am plus den slp..i gonna go nuts..
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break'inTuesday, December 27, 2005
todae early early go play bball..tired lik siao..haha..veri fun..bt kena provoked by some ppl..nvm..feel so sick nw..sick of everythin..
indeeed..mani ppl say love dis kind of thinx is reali depend on fate de..wan hurry oso cant de..juz take it easy..but sometimes oso quite sad..frens r one thinx..they can pei u..but nt all e time..when u reali nid soneone to tok to n u cant find e right person, is quite torturing..frm frens to gd frens to stead..nw dis logic is nt reali true..loving someone can be so difficult..so torturing..so sad..be positive..dun tink abt it le.. ppl say..but it is easier said den done..when u love someone alot, u wanna show e other party..but mostly in e wrong way which juz puts off the person..love oso muz keep it deep in our heart..haix..dis one is reali torturing..i waiting patiently for e right gal to enter my life..but 'she' dun seem to be in sight..haix..sometimes reali e heart wil pain..is reali sad..ed oso gt dis feeling b4 last time ba..haix..i dun wan fate to decide my life..i wan to decide for myself..i dun wan to be so helpless n get controlled by fate..dat kind of feeling is too much for mi..i cant stand it le !!!! ppl always say leave it to fate..it seems lik they r juz there waiting for death..if only i could make a diffference........if only.......
tmr is Mr Yim e housewarming...go there n play le.. how i wish there was sth to clear away all the unhappy thinx in my brain..sometimes cant hlp thinkin abt thinx in the past.....wat e hell m i thinking????? taking up is as difficult as letting go....haix..i m so confused..
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break'inSaturday, December 24, 2005
she must have reasons..so i dun really blame her or anythin..mayb the time juz had not come..or perhaps she liked someone else..or mayb nature had not really taken the course i wanted it to be..but it doesn't matter because everythin is already fixed...accept it..
ydae went to orchard with PA peeps at nite..i got out of hse as early as 11 i guess..usually at that time i wil wake up..but for yday,it was special..crawled out of bed..went to ed hse to collect some thinx..den in total,i went to ed hse 4 times in a day..because i kept going in and out..to get some thinx..haha..then at 2,set off to 2hundred plus there..gave her the present..exchanged only 3 sentences,she go le..haix..guess she is really busy ba..NEXt..ed met ht..wahaha..i was spying him..cuz i was feeling dwn and decided to spy cuz i had nth beta to do..hid behind a bus..then gt a few uncle beside mi thought i was planning to steal the bus..lol..den waited for ed at his void deck..he went hm to change..sat on the bench of ed hse there..den i took out the letter frm the envelope and read it slowly..word by word..juz to kill time..actually it only drizzled..but it started to pour..haix..so sad..
then ed came dwn le..guess he knew tt i was feeling sad..afew words of consolation,then he quickly changed the topic to himself..haha..went to nearby coffeeshop n eat..waited for the rain to stop..its a long wait...then frm afar,we spotted ht cousins..i n ed then rushed in the midst of the rain to the other side to c wat they were doin..suddenly huiting appeared..she seemed shock upon seeing mi and ed..lol..[nv even greet mi de..lol] den she jus walked away after waving to mi...went to her grandma's i think..
then i n ed met jordan..the three of us then proceeded to orchard..in the midst of the trip,we discussed abt alot of thinx..all is abt our PA chalet...discussed abt the ppl n all that..then jordan oso noe what happen to mi le..juz consoled mi..haix..went to play pool after tt..there was alot of ppl..play halfway saw my mandarin collegues..greeted them..recognised the gal whom i guided when she was a newbie..she stil rmb my name..lol..i already 4got her name le..but know she frm PHS de..cute..in a way..lol..the mandarin guys i think wan jio her..haha..then played with jordan..he veri pro..managed to play til we left the black ball..but i think is he let mi de..cuz he could c i couldn't concentrate..haix..played with him 3 rounds only won 1..den played DOTA with the rest..they all found it exciting..but i felt rather bored..haix...
then went to mrt station waited for some ppl..they suggested to go pub..but i was underage..haix..go clubbing next time ba..haix..then went hm with some seniors..reached hm at abt 1.30..tired lik siao...but did not slp..wanted to wait for her to go hm safely..2.30 then i slp..zzz....
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break'inWednesday, December 21, 2005
just came back from my PA chalet..rather boring ba i must say..but part of it was ok too..first day went there by Ed's yellow bus..den when we reached there, all of us were rather bored and so we all jumped inside the swimming pool for a swim..after that we gambled abit and i won quite alot..ard 70 dollars plus..was so happy..couldn't believe my luck..haha..lucky like siao..then after that Yianping they all come le..then started the bbq..mood was especially gd..the last game was the nicest because is i stop for quite awhile den suddenly feel lik playing de..i gt a black jack immediately when yianping talk to me about the chalet stuffs..haha..like that then win 10 dollars from Jordan.. muhaha..the bbq carried on for afew more hours and drank alittle wine and liquor..never drank cuz veri little only..then gambled again..then yianping and the grp went off..returning the next day..nth to do..so slept...zzz...
2ND DAY..woke up then went to play pool with ed,alvin and kokshun..quite fun..then went back to the chalet..ed and jone decided to swim again but i dun wan..went ard with kokshun..searching for bball court..found it le but the rim spoilt de..so cant use..stupid..then prepared water bombs in the toilet..suddenly yianping they all come..then hid the water bomb lik siao..haha..so funny..then sat there and chatted wid Yuting for awhile n the whole lot of us went to have our dinner..after dinner,i and ed and afew others hid water bombs behind our backs and blasted the bomb at yianping and lihui..haha..after that we played games and smashed e water bomb at each other..lol..then i ed and daniel played rockets..we kept trying n trying til the floor was black..then it was close to midnight..everyone was aslp except for afew..i kangyong and kokshun wen to outside de coffeeshop n bought bottles of beer back..that was when i got drunk after finishing my second bottle..i was veri dizzy but did not vomit..not lik kangyong so weak..haha..then everyone joked and talked ard..
til nw,i did not rest..not enuff slp..dying soon..zzz...
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break'inSaturday, December 17, 2005
the first day..met Lionel,paul and yanping then went to pasir ris together..we talked and joked alot so the trip there was like veri short only..then we reached the chalet..the chalet was rather small but we only had a few peeps on the first nite..so it was alright..on the first night,there was nth much to do..the guys went to play pool and the girls went around..i,paul,yanping and zengan stayed awakethroughout the nite..we joked and talked throughout the nite and played cards..on the next morn, wendy and the grp was waken upp by the guys because we were really tired..then we slept..the real un only starts on the second day..
the guys woke up at ard 10 plus and we went swimming..swimming was rather boring..Paul,kuanyi and zengan was busy looking at bikini girls while i jory and lionel played ourselves..paul they all just laid down on the side of the pool and baked themselves in the hot sun while i jory and lionel played pretty stupid thinx because we were getting bored..after we swam, we actually wanted to kayak, but there were some negative responds from some of the girls..thus, we put off the idea and decided to cycle instead..cycling was rather boring..there were alot of stoppages which made the cycling extremely boring..one such example was that paul tried to be funny and accidentally knocked yanping out of her bike..leaving yanping with bruises on her knees and hands..then paul brought her bck to the chalet while the rest of us continued..but having only cycled a few mins after the stoppage, it poured heavily..we all cycled quickly back to the chalet to return our bike..when we reached the bike shop, the heavy rain turned into a drizzle..how unlucky..the next unlucky thinx happened in the evening..
we went back to the chalet and played ps2..while waiting for the bbq food to be delivered,we played Burnout revenge...it is a car game that requires u to sort of use the car and hit other cars off the road..everyone was veri bored until Zengan challenged me to a match..the both of us was rather skilled in the game which made the race veri exciting..all eyes were on the screen because i and Zengan were racing at veri fast spd and was head on with one another..and next climax came when Jiawen played with all the guys..she was rather fast in taking down her enemies..Jory lost to her several times which made him go crazy..it was veri funny..lol.. we waited for two hrs and the most frustrating thinx was that the person did nt make any contact with us even having let us wait for hrs..eventually, we decided to eat fast food..while we were eating fast food the person finally called and the girls just kept complaining abt their bad service..then the guys went to play pool again and the girls went back..after we played pool,we went back to the chalet to play water bomb..we played the number game den the loser we smashed with the water bomb..then i lionel zengan and paul carried wendy to the toilet and watered wendy til she was drenched totally..then we carried Serina..then i and zengan pushed lionel into the toilet with serina,hoping to trap them inside..haha..it was veri fun..then all of us got ourselves cleaned up and played some played poker cards while some chatted..i was playing poker cards with hanbin and kuanyi and the rest of the girls..i was the banker..and i won m0ney throughout the entire game..i dunno y i gt such gd luck but i just kept winning money..i started with a few cents and ended up with 20 plus dollars at the end of the game..amazing huh?i was half awake while i was playing the game because i was gulping down red wine til i finished abt a bottle of it..then Xiaoyang drew out the Martel and we drank..i chatted with Serina and wendy who was lying beside mi abt their job which was the same as mi..haha..we had alot of interesting stories to share..then the guys went hm at abt 6am..
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break'inMonday, December 12, 2005
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break'inFriday, December 09, 2005
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break'inTuesday, December 06, 2005
well, nothing much happen so entry abit short ba..haha..today nv wk..haha..so happy..can finally rest le... zzz... signing off....
[i never gave up..all i need is a chance...]
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